Tuesday, 29 May 2012

Lady Lucy McClay's Blog


Dear Blog,
We are into our final week of teaching and it’s hard to believe that this time next week, we will all be back in the UK.   Today, I have had to say farewell to a couple of classes and literally went out with a bang!  Another winner lesson of Kill The Teacher!  Some of the stories they have been coming up with would give you nightmares!  I am trying not to take it personally!
I have been teaching mostly Year 7 students with a couple of Year 10 classes.  There are roughly 30 students in each class which was a little daunting at first, to have 60 expectant eyes staring back at you from Day 1!  For the first week, we observed our teachers and it became clear that at this time of year,  the students are preparing quite seriously for their final exams and their teachers are keen that all the relevant material is covered before the end of term.  So after arriving from Wales with all our newfound TBLT techniques and starter activities, I was pretty much given a text book and work book to follow.  Despite feeling a little disheartened at the prospect of working through the books over the following 3 weeks and putting all of Michael’s ideas on the back burner, I have managed to use some of the warmers and activities to make a number of classes more exciting and interactive for the students.
The highlight for me has been the conversation club I have been running every afternoon except Wednesdays.  This is the point at which I really feel I can use the material I was so looking forward to trying out.  I have a room to myself where I can arrange my smaller group of about 10-14 students into a circle conducive to language learning and conversational English.  Here, I have been killed time after time, played noughts and crosses,  Bingo, been stranded on a Desert  Island, mingled with students, discussed our futures, dreams, ambitions and fears and generally conversed and had fun using as much English as possible.
I have also learned a great deal from the seemingly formal teaching of my general classes.  It has been an invaluable experience and a real confidence boost.  As I reflect now, in the final week, I have come to conclude that this exposure to a traditional teaching environment has been something which I needed to experience.  It has enabled me to think about my planning in a more structured way,  neatened up my board work and also helped me to brush up on some basic grammar points!  My situation in signing up for this programme was slightly different to some of my other colleagues in that I was not newly qualified but I had been out of teaching for 8 years.  To be standing in front of a class for the first time was a shock to say the least.   However, after the initial shock, things start coming back to you! The teachers at the school I have been working with have been a constant support and have assisted and guided where necessary.  Most importantly, they  have  allowed me to work alone from the start and have given positive feedback and encouragement at times when I have felt the difficulties of making myself heard on a hot Friday afternoon amongst 30 restless students who are ready for the weekend.  It has been at these times where I have questioned my role and success as a teacher but been encouraged by the realities of this being a common situation for all teachers and not everyday can be a success in the classroom.  It is interesting with activities you set up....they can work wonderfully with one group in the morning and just be a flop in the afternoon!  The beauty of trying these things out though is the more you do it, the more you can perfect it!  Sometimes, just more modelling of the activity or drilling of the language could have saved your bacon!
 Preparation and planning for classes has also been a bit of a shock to the system as well as getting up at 6:30am (!?)  In particular, the planning of classes was tricky in the confined spaces of our shared rooms and  getting the peace and quiet required whilst having to use the internet only in the reception area!  However, after a couple of weeks of this, to plan a lesson alone has now become a little unnerving.  Even to be sitting alone for nearly an hour without a knock on your hotel door or someone coming round to borrow a bog roll, eat all your crisps and drink all your wine seems odd and they will be things I will greatly miss!!!!  (I refer to myself here....and with regards to Lisa and Ellie....drinking all your vodka and eating all your biscuits)! Even reading an email whilst having 3 conversations and a skype interview all at the same time has now become a doddle!! 
Another wonderful resource and support has been the rest of the group and even though it seems like I have been having  a love/laughter affair with Ellie throughout the 4 weeks, I can assure everyone that their advice, drinks and chats throughout my time here have been a constant support and comfort.  It seems that Ellie is mad enough to be able to spend more time than most in my company!  In particular, I thank those that I have dragged along to the Salsa Bar on occasions when I ‘m sure they would have preferred to be in the Blue Bar!  A big thank you to Christophe and Gemma who have looked after us and taken us on two superb day trips and been a great resource whilst we have been here.  A thank you to Mark, our French teacher as well for his guidance in learning the lingo!
Saint Raphael itself is utterly glorious.  Just  a stone’s throw from the beach and the cocktail bar!  I have enjoyed a weekly Yoga class, walking along the coastal path in fine sunny weather, trips to Cannes and other smaller resorts, going to an art exhibition at the school and round to one of the teacher’s houses for an apero and a chat in French!  I have also attended the local Church and enjoyed the Sunday services there and made contacts with a few of the ex-pats re living/working en France!
I will leave it there for now....but this is my plan dear blog...to take this experience with me and to teach TEFL in France somewhere rustic and picturesque  and live happily ever after!  Bon Courage!!
Lucy McClay

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